Please tell me that I'm bad

Please tell me that I’m bad
Remind me when I’m weak
Announce my imperfections
Paint the picture stark and bleak

I’m not one for tactfulness
And I’m known for being blunt
My words cut like a razor
A sharp, well witted stunt

Emotions get the best of me
I act before I think
Always say what’s on my mind
I’m viscous while I speak

My opinion is always known
Whether asked of me or not
And if you don’t agree with me
My temper can grow hot

I can give a single look
A warning if you will
That if you provoke me
A hurt you’ll begin to feel

I’m not one to forgive others
Especially when I’m hurt
I’ll hold onto that grudge for long
Until the bridge is burnt

I’m too sensitive to function
I throw pity parties for fun
No one else is invited
There’s room for only one

I indulge in self loathing
I’m the last one I’ll forgive
My stupidity entraps me
And never lets me live

Please tell me that I’m bad
End my dreaming of
That happily ever after
I’m just too flawed to ever love

10/14/2011